Joel, I'm so sorry about Zombie. What you are feeling is guilt,
it's one of the stages of death and you would've felt guilty about
something even if you were there. Not only did you make the ultimate
loving gesture by letting him go but you were so unselfish that you
put your own needs aside to help Zombie. He knows how much you love
him and he is at peace now. You are a great fur dad. my thoughts
are with you and your family.
Hugs,
Lori
--- In feline_lymphoma@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, Joel Ramsey
<frosty_967341@xxxx> wrote:
>
> I would like to thank everyone on this group. Our
> beloved Zombie lost his fight today with Lymphoma. He
> fought it with everything until the end. He lived 6
> weeks with it. My wife called me today and he said he
> was crying and in pain. She rushed him to our vet, and
> they did Xray's on him. The cancer had spread
> throughout his body and it was affecting his breathing
> and the ability to use the bathroom. I was at work and
> a good 30 minutes away from the vet, they were going
> to wait for me, but the vet called and said he was in
> real pain and he needed to be released from the pain.
> I gave the ok to go ahead without me, since he was
> suffering so much, he could hardly breathe. So our
> beloved Zombie died in my wife's arms, she told him
> that I loved him and thanked him for letting us have
> him as our fur baby. He was only 5 years old, but he
> was our baby. Now I really feel like crap, because I
> was not there to see my baby boy go to the Rainbow
> bridge. But I know now he is playing and running with
> all the other fur babies waiting for us to come and
> get him again. I just hope he is not mad at me for not
> being there. Does anyone have any good web-sites so we
> can get a good urn for him. Thanks again for all the
> advice.
>
> Joel, Miko
> In Loving memory of Zombie
>
>
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