RE: my child types...

We've had a bit of both type responses from the "purely" spiritual &
"purely" autism groups.  But, overall - any slams were not for Ben's
communications and/or how "we" might communicate together.  Definitely the
spirit-based groups wanted to "hear the message" - and had little concern of
the "how the message" was produced.  FC remains suspect - so, any
communication produced this way will remain suspect - in *some* minds.  WD's
line of "offender, offended, offense" remind me strongly of the Chironic
aspects of ourselves: The Healers.  The Wounded healer.  Wounded, healer,
and wounder. I loved that line:  "real-eyes" for "realize."    He is
bothered by injustices & expresses them in intensity with strong emotion &
thru the music.

Crabtail - -- lol  it's ok.  Ben calls me "American woman" from Guess Who
when he's super mad, and he is not beyond the intensity of those feelings.
"American woman, get away from me-hee.  Mama let me be-hee."  I'm happy to
write it's only happened twice in all the time I've known him.  ::::whew::::
lol  When I'm just fine in the Ben world it's a line from "Howard's End":
"i'm asking you to be my wife."  lol lol lol   They're pretty hilarious
sometimes.

Do you know why WD calls you "mum" ?  That struck me odd & I don't know why.
[also forgot to ask if you 2 made it up to Syracuse FC Institute for a
visit?]

Ben had 2 kind of odd notes for here:
1.  a quote:

"I named my dog Willie, so sometimes when the phone rings and somebody asks,
"Is Willie there?"  I can say, "Which one do you really want to talk to?" ~
willie nelson.  [pointed out in a magazine]

2.  a song:

Space Cowboy

By: Steve Miller and Ben Sidran

I told you 'bout living in the U.S. of A.
Don't you know that I'm a gangster of love
Let me tell you people that I found a new way
And I'm tired of all this talk about love
And the same old story with a new set of words
About the good and the bad and the poor
And the times keep on changin'
So I'm keepin' on top
Of every fat cat who walks through my door

I'm a space cowboy
Bet you weren't ready for that
I'm a space cowboy
I'm sure you know where it's at
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I was born on this rock
And I've been travelin' through space
Since the moment I first realized
What all you fast talkin' cats would do if you could
You know, I'm ready for the final surprise
There ain't no way around it
Ain't nothing to say
That's gonna satisfy my soul deep inside
All the prayers and surveyors
Keep the whole place uptight
While it keeps on gettin' darker outside

I'm a space cowboy
Bet you weren't ready for that
I'm a space cowboy
I'm sure you know where it's at
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I see the show downs, slow downs, lost and found, turn arounds
The boys in the military shirts
I keep my eyes on the prize, on the long fallen skies
And I don't let my friends get hurt
All you back room schemers, small trip dreamers
Better find something new to say
Cause you're the same old story
It's the same old crime
And you got some heavy dues to pay

I'm a space cowboy
Bet you weren't ready for that
I'm a space cowboy
I'm sure you know where it's at
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Best Blessings,
~*~ Ben & tink

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Subject: [Autismlist] my child types...


this was sent to another group.  surprisingly the most open groups
ive been to that i have found the most support were groups that had
naught to do with autism. im not sure why but with my childs posts i
feel safer in some non autistic groups than in autistic groups. for
some reason i am more likely to just get slammed in an autistic
setting than in another forum. i will get a'this isnt autism.' from
someone or the other. but then maybe its not THEIR 'autism'... but my
child IS severely autistic as is my nephew and they have their voice
as well as everyone else. this post she discribes the difference
between herself and myself. although we are both autistic we do see
things a bit differently..i can never really speak for her because my
view is a bit more limited than herself..:


>
> i am what wood b a crstall my mom an indgo. she worrez. she angrz
>eazili when peoplz lie. so i name her the crabtail. crankee
> crabtail...she seez that they liez and it angerz herself. i see
>that they lie and i have knowing of why they do so. i know theyer
>fearz theyer ancieatiez all they keep hidden and whyz. my mom seez
>sum. i see a bit morez. my mum can feel and take offens....as i
> am beyon time and spas i am seein al that iz.. i am the offender,
>the offended,  the offense
> i am all of these and more.
> my mum may focus sum on detailz.
> but all  moves within and thru owt myself. my mum sees something to
>set rite somethin to  fite forz. i se no point of this as i am that
>whitch is fouht for and aganst...  all of theze i am. expereeans all
> theze i do. for i am all of thez all at once  and agaen. my mum may
>go on crusayd. find a wrthi micion. but i simply. am. i am  all that
>is. all that i am. i am.  i am what they call crystal. but beyond
>this i simply am.
>


this from a friend of herself: and it brings hapiness that peoples
see herself just as she truly is.:

"...I hope Your sister can allow so that Your nephew doesn't have to
give up his exploring. Looking forward to the day We real-eyes that
autism is a more natural state than materialism, if not more normal.
Perhaps We will see the day when the "normal" will be to journey
within and without.  Lead on WD, We will ride rainbows and northern
lights as well as storms..."










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