my child types...

this was sent to another group.  surprisingly the most open groups 
ive been to that i have found the most support were groups that had 
naught to do with autism. im not sure why but with my childs posts i 
feel safer in some non autistic groups than in autistic groups. for 
some reason i am more likely to just get slammed in an autistic 
setting than in another forum. i will get a'this isnt autism.' from 
someone or the other. but then maybe its not THEIR 'autism'... but my 
child IS severely autistic as is my nephew and they have their voice 
as well as everyone else. this post she discribes the difference 
between herself and myself. although we are both autistic we do see 
things a bit differently..i can never really speak for her because my 
view is a bit more limited than herself..:


>  
> i am what wood b a crstall my mom an indgo. she worrez. she angrz 
>eazili when peoplz lie. so i name her the crabtail. crankee
> crabtail...she seez that they liez and it angerz herself. i see 
>that they lie and i have knowing of why they do so. i know theyer 
>fearz theyer ancieatiez all they keep hidden and whyz. my mom seez 
>sum. i see a bit morez. my mum can feel and take offens....as i  
> am beyon time and spas i am seein al that iz.. i am the offender, 
>the offended,  the offense
> i am all of these and more.
> my mum may focus sum on detailz. 
> but all  moves within and thru owt myself. my mum sees something to 
>set rite somethin to  fite forz. i se no point of this as i am that 
>whitch is fouht for and aganst...  all of theze i am. expereeans all
> theze i do. for i am all of thez all at once  and agaen. my mum may 
>go on crusayd. find a wrthi micion. but i simply. am. i am  all that 
>is. all that i am. i am.  i am what they call crystal. but beyond  
>this i simply am. 
>  


this from a friend of herself: and it brings hapiness that peoples 
see herself just as she truly is.:

"...I hope Your sister can allow so that Your nephew doesn't have to 
give up his exploring. Looking forward to the day We real-eyes that 
autism is a more natural state than materialism, if not more normal.  
Perhaps We will see the day when the "normal" will be to journey 
within and without.  Lead on WD, We will ride rainbows and northern 
lights as well as storms..."








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